All I Really know is That I don’t Really Know Anything

I’m sitting here outside of the little house Michael and I are renting in Kearny, NJ. and I’m crying.

I just got done listening to Pink Floyd’s “Wish You Were Here,” because it was on my dads Facebook page, and I am thinking about my family.

I miss them so much.

I miss my sisters screaming, my dad playing music, talking with my mom, yelling at my brother..

I just realized how much I miss them. So much more than I knew.

But im also thinking about this life. And how little I know. How much I wish I knew.. (Patients. I’m working on it)

I don’t really know what I’m doing, except for trying. I’m trying to figure it out. And having fun, we’re having a lot of fun.


“Everything is possible.”

Thats what my dad told me, and that’s what I’m living by.

Thats really the only thing I know… That everything is possible.

I am extremely blessed to have people in my life that constantly remind me that everything is possible. That is something that everyone should hear. Because it’s the absolute truth. I’m here in NYC pursing my dreams with my best friend-

Everything Is Possible.

So to everyone who has not been as fortunate as me, I want to be the one to tell you.


Follow your heart.

I’ve realized that it knows quite a bit more than I do.

Lots of love,


2 responses to “All I Really know is That I don’t Really Know Anything”

  1. I as well had to pack up and leave to Austin. I have cried a lot because I didn’t wanna leave my kids and my family. I love you Autumn and you are going for exactly what you have been working for and that is why you are where you are. You are beautiful and very strong driven woman. I believe you are gonna make things happen for sure in your life that you been wanting to do. It’s hard you just gotta pray every day. Love you!

    1. Thank you Eva! I love you too!

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